Back with a new blog post. This blog is almost dead with no viewers but it's okay. Ah, so got back my o level results. Did I blog on this before? Idk. No what I had expected though. Expected more. So next was to choose what course to take right? Think I posted about this but nvm, I'll just go on. Got into biomed in Tp. Initially I wasn't that satisfied so I went to appeal like after a two days? Had to think really hard. So in the end I decided to appeal and got accepted by yishun. Next thing I was told to do was to go tp and withdraw from there. did so and regretted in the night. (After some opinion) left myself the weekends to think about it since I had till monday to accept the offer. Weekend was sucky cos I had to worry about my course. Friends and relatives also had different views of both and provided me alot of advice. Thanks so much. Been so troubled and confused. Came up with pretty much reasoning for myself. So now I'm back at tp, after I withdraw my withdrawal form. Sounds funny eh? I was hoping I will get a clue on my future and life's purpose from God  but no, it didn't came at all. So I guess me being able to reverse my choice and head back to poly was somewhat planned? I will do well! :) poly is less stressful for me, even though biomedical is bound to be stressful. I have somewhat always been interested I'm medicine, saving people. So I will put my best effort forth! hm, I guess in some way I have disappointed some people, not listing names. All I can say is I hope you'll support my decision and you'll will never know how troubled I felt about choosing from both. Thanks I know you meant well and want me to stretch to my furthest potential but honestly I really disliked the Sec 4 lifestyle and imagining 4x of this would be madness. Well, it's true this determines my future in some way but it isn't the end of the world. Sorry for my indecisiveness and the trouble created to bring me specially to go apply for JC and withdraw from poly. also, poly is like specializing already unlike JC Which is more broad base and I can choose to specialise after A levels but I don't have much confidence of doing well. Yes if I'm willing to work hard ofc There's a way of doing well. But there are also other commitments I have like piano. moreover I have a feeling I wanted to appeal to jc cos I saw so many of my friends entering and so I envied them and probably I was stuck in the believe of wanting to go to a JC previously. As the Chinese proverb says,  行行出壮员 so no matter where I go I'll excel. As for general knowledge wise I'll try to force myself to read up more to stay updated on current affairs cos I'm not taking GP. Can't imagine I actually teared several times over just making this little life decision. Guess I'll have to work on managing my indecisiveness. POLY wouldn't start until April so I still got time to look for a job or focus on piano since my friends are mostly going to JC. There's a bunch thats heading to poly too ofc. Till then, here's wishing all the best to myself and the rest. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Realise it's only 4 days left to the end of it but it's ok. Better late than never. :B