Hmm, just some thoughts.....
Thursday, June 06, 2013
It's seems like it has been decades since I last posted. HAHAH. And since my blog is locked and requires permission. I shall just post some thoughts of mine...
136 DAYS to O Levels, really no time left. This June holidays is for me to catch up. i'll start work from tomorrow on, enough of resting. time to review my stuff and catch up loads to get the desired 20 marks for prelim 2. Go to God if i'm weary, self reminder.. (:
Today loads happened. And it made me wanna post a post about them. It's the june holidays but we have NOLPP so yeah back in school. Everything went well, I guess. Other than me being a LITTLE tired at the start. But yeah tomorrow is the last day and i'll be able to take a breather, no need to wake up that early. yay a little. just a little.
after school, tuition. I was trying to memorise something for oral SO HARD, effects of no foundation in Chinese. HAHA. I had Gongcha to suffer with me too. (:
Valerie was like asking me if I had stoves, ofc I don't. and I offered to pay for them. which I thought was okay. to help them since they seem to have much troubles looking for them. then I went to tell huimin and I think she kinda looked at it from a different perspective I thought it wasn't right. which I thought later, yeah maybe it wrong to pay from my own pocket. one mistake there. apologised to her and yeah messaged val abt it. /: money can't really solve it all right?
next.
on whatsapp. my class group. there were arguments. and they were really heated. two to make things worse. was so affected that yeah I came here to share a little.
the first one was in Chinese. yeah both one had bottled up feelings and just blurted out everything as sorrows. another, the defensive and maybe, the patriotic one. so there were like spams on it and they were both arguing and whatever see what happens in school tomorrow and all blah blah. and it all just started with someone being really poetic. THAT'S ALL. and just curiosity and then led to some misunderstandings and yeah bam, the conflict.
MY POINT IS. why must A be so curious and ask so much. yea it is nice to be curious sometimes. but then why continue and even aggravate matters and continue talking when B was irritated alr. Not entirely A's fault but yeah I know A personally and i'm like having an internal conflict within me. about my friendship with A. It 's like you like someone for one side and detest the other. yes there should be compromise but it's like getting me a little irked. is there even such a word? O: and A clearly knows B's temper. so B went on scolding and expressing his dissatisfaction while A keeps raking the past and point out B's flaws. ENOUGH CAN?!
and the first caused the second. C came in and said it was nothing cos C didn't understand and thought it was just some usual convo. which it wasn't. and D came in a got C to keep quiet. and blah they started arguing on the class group. ofc it may be none of my business but i'm just wondering if the convenience brought by the mobile, is it really our saviour or foe? causing such conflicts.
now at least I feel much better......
was thinking of stopping it with some of my input but no. I better not, to make matters worse.
A's my close friend sorta. yeah and these days i'm really sad and depressed over my Chinese o level cos I thought I didn't really do it well. I was super affected and A keeps saying i'm too overly concerned. and yeah A said something that kinda got at me a little, but yeah I chose to be not affected by it. but I really reflected on it. true it's stupid to cry over split milk but i'm just worried for my results at least. enough, I shall focus and do exceptionally well for oral and LC. ;D
hey my blog can really help me feel better huh? maybe God will help me even more. and I trust that he would. okay sleeping time!
-Breathes-
I'm cool~ Awesome.
maybe not...
I AM!
Rachel Tay
6/6/2013 cool date! ;)